Friends?

Am I such a horrible person?
Am I that difficult to talk too?
Am I crazy to think that I am a good friend?
Am I just plain crazy?

I give and I give and I give and once, just once I'd like to have something returned.
Anything, some kind of acknowledgement that says "hey, you're important to me!"
Can't I be important to someone?

What is a friend?
I think that my definition is VERY different than what other's define it as.
I think a friend remembers not only important things but the little things.
I think a friend is someone who calls you, not all the time but when silly little things happen, or big things.
I think a friend is someone who treats you and your things with respect.
Respect works both ways, you've got to give it in order to have it.
But how can you give it if you don't receive it?
I think a friend likes you just the way you are and wouldn't want to change you in any way.
I KNOW that I am a good friend, but why can't I find that in return?
Maybe I put to much into it.
But don't I deserve a good friend?
Don't I deserve something good in my life?
Friends = Love ; Love yourself, Love each other.